jumping rope (made of rubber bands!) |
or giving water away! |
Bummer Turned Blessing
If you saw my post "8 weeks of outreach", you saw our team passed around two rounds of sickness. The first hit this weekend, and though we had to reschedule a visit to Can-eo, we had enough people well to do "team church" in the hall of the hotel. This time was a blessing for me, as one of our team members reminded us to "walk humbly" before each other. We started the practice of "Matthew 18", in other words, allowing God to show us if we needed to approach others for forgiveness, or to forgive them. I believe quieting ourselves each day together to do this was an important aspect of team unity.
Exodus 23:20 - "Behold, I send an angel before you to guard you on the way and to bring you to the place that I have prepared."
Through our "team church", Exodus 23:20, and some others that the YWAM Salem base had written during intercession (a specific time of prayer for me and the team), God reminded me something He's been working on me for the past couple years: It's about the heart! We can have the best-laid human plans, but HE has prepared the way we should go, He is faithful to bring that plan to completion, and MY job is to present myself humbly before Him and respond to the grace He's given me.
For this two month season, that was to relax :) , seek Him daily, and support my team in their growth and struggles.
A new tradition for me in YWAM is spending my birthday overseas! As a part of Crossroads DTS at YWAM Salem, our outreach will always include that special day in the middle of September! This year it started with hugs and greetings from my team members at our team meal times, and included watching children, a prayer walk in the barangay of Samoki, and an important trip to my favorite pastry shop, Evelyn's, for a doughnut and coke. I don't know why, but those simple pastries were my favorites! And a huge thanks to Lisa, who introduced our team to "popcorn cakes" for my birthday. They were great!!
Often when I get overwhelmed, I start to distance myself from everyone. I realized while journaling during this first week that I was doing this, and that my comments were all about myself. :( At this point, I decided I needed to make a conscious decision to praise God, and that I did. I needed to remind myself: He is worthy of praise, no matter our circumstances or feelings!
For Christ did not send me to baptize but to preach the gospel, and not with words of eloquent wisdom, lest the cross of Christ be emptied of its power.
Blessings, thank you for your patience for this post, and next....Week 3!!